Jeremih - Break Up To Make Up

Hoes and Clothes

Right now,

im feelin like I need to win the Mega Million.

I need a vacay.

Plus, for all my problems with relationships to go away!

1.)My cuz is preggo and im really excited cause im the God Mommy! Kudos to me. I hope its a boy, cause that will be my lil son till i have my own kid! (Which hopefully witll be in the next year or two! ...Yea im young, but i will deff. love to grow with my child!) Were planning the baby shower which is over the top cause im OVER THE TOP! So that stress in itself.

2.)I have all these bills im trying to pay off before the middle of next year you can say. Maybe by then, i could have a car! Being grown is something else. For 22yrs of age, living on my own, handling my bills, etc, and doing me; i think im doing damn good! Kudos to me!

3.) This relationship im in, which is fairly new; is a killer i must admit. Its crazy cause i havent liked someone so much in about 2 years. So everytime we argue, i just wana hug and say everything will be ok. Everytime, he wants to leave after a blow out, i wont let him. Thats my baby! I dont love him (cause i just dont feel that way yet!), but i care a whole lot about him. Now that shit, drives me INSANE! Im still getting used to the whole relationship thing! Hes never been in one so this just makes everything so much harder. I got faith in it though! I think we can do it; and for the long haul!

4.) Jay-Z album BP3 is ok! I might do a review after i thoroughly listen to all the songs.

5.) Kanye West is the man for fucking the VMA's up. Leave it up to his ass!

6.) Lady GaGa....no comment!

7.) That Tea Face Wash from te Body Shop, has done wonders on my skin! Blemishes, GONE! Skin, CLEAR! Deff, reccommend it!

I think thats it! I mean .......idk!

Oh .........and if yall see me selling candy on the train

(lmfao never will you see that!)

its for the Supreme Fall 2009 Varsity Jacket. Kudos to Supreme!

All it Took!

Its been 2 years (almost) since i was in my last relationship with my ex Elijah. When i was in it, i thought it was the best thing ever. Like my "love life" couldn't get any better then what it was. That's until that one thing!

My friend Thadde Poo, was saying on his Facebook status; that females are basically bipolar with their feelings towards guys. I said that rejection hurts, men do the same thing. They loved you to death in the relationship, and then when its over; its like the love never existed! (FYI: When you really love someone, no matter, friend family, or partner; that shit just don't go away over night, or probably ever!)

Me and Elijah always had a funny relationship, very off and on all the time. It was a headache at times, there was good time too, but i loved him so much. Even when we weren't together, it was hard for me to move on. On the outside i was like fuck that nigga, but on the inside, i just wanted him back in my life. The last time we broke up, i thought that it would've been like any other time. Until i changed my number and i lost contact (for a lil ass min)! When we did end up speaking again, (we always did find our way back into each others life no matter what) it was like everything was all good, and we would just pick up from where we left off.....

Until he told me he was about to have a baby. A daughter. I was stuck on stupid when he told me that. It was only a year since we stopped fucking with each other. So i was like damn my nigga! So fast. We was together for 3 years and that was not a topic we agreed on too much, especially in a worst case scenario! That shit hit home. It was all over. All those feelings i had, that were so strong, went right out the window.

When you're in a relationship, their are things that make you be like wtf sometimes. Their are things that make you stick it out with someone. Their are things that happen, but you think really hard about decisions because of the way you feel. I never though i would ever get over this nigga, but all it took was him telling me that he had a baby! That shit blew mine.

When you really have strong feelings for someone, it just doesn't go away that easy (if you're trying to make it go away at all). So if ya significant other objects to these feelings the second day of a brake up they was fucking with you the whole time or maybe all it took was that one thing!

It Be Like That Sometimes!

Ever So Fashionable - Lady GaGa

Lady GaGa ...the epitome of style and fashion. She is an artist (in general , not just vocally) that i admire for stepping out the box, just like Rhianna and Amber Rose. Their is always something to look forward to when you hear such names in the industry. Lady GaGa has done callab's with a lot of people, that has elevated her career. One new project is Heartbeats a new headphone created and designed with Dr. Dre. So cute and fashion forward for a stylish suave young lady. Its said to be released in October 2009 in three different colors!! Click on the link and you'll see what i mean!