All it Took!

Its been 2 years (almost) since i was in my last relationship with my ex Elijah. When i was in it, i thought it was the best thing ever. Like my "love life" couldn't get any better then what it was. That's until that one thing!

My friend Thadde Poo, was saying on his Facebook status; that females are basically bipolar with their feelings towards guys. I said that rejection hurts, men do the same thing. They loved you to death in the relationship, and then when its over; its like the love never existed! (FYI: When you really love someone, no matter, friend family, or partner; that shit just don't go away over night, or probably ever!)

Me and Elijah always had a funny relationship, very off and on all the time. It was a headache at times, there was good time too, but i loved him so much. Even when we weren't together, it was hard for me to move on. On the outside i was like fuck that nigga, but on the inside, i just wanted him back in my life. The last time we broke up, i thought that it would've been like any other time. Until i changed my number and i lost contact (for a lil ass min)! When we did end up speaking again, (we always did find our way back into each others life no matter what) it was like everything was all good, and we would just pick up from where we left off.....

Until he told me he was about to have a baby. A daughter. I was stuck on stupid when he told me that. It was only a year since we stopped fucking with each other. So i was like damn my nigga! So fast. We was together for 3 years and that was not a topic we agreed on too much, especially in a worst case scenario! That shit hit home. It was all over. All those feelings i had, that were so strong, went right out the window.

When you're in a relationship, their are things that make you be like wtf sometimes. Their are things that make you stick it out with someone. Their are things that happen, but you think really hard about decisions because of the way you feel. I never though i would ever get over this nigga, but all it took was him telling me that he had a baby! That shit blew mine.

When you really have strong feelings for someone, it just doesn't go away that easy (if you're trying to make it go away at all). So if ya significant other objects to these feelings the second day of a brake up they was fucking with you the whole time or maybe all it took was that one thing!

It Be Like That Sometimes!